an apple a day(:

love poem for him

2010-10-27T18:39:00.000+08:00

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise
You're the last thing I think of
When I close my eyes

You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move you make

You're an angel from above
who takes away my pain
My love for you is so strong
It's always just the same

You're the miracle in my life
Who can always make me smile
Just knowing that you care
Makes my life worth-while

You've touched my heart and soul
Which you have from the start
Your warm soft words
Will never leave my heart

You are everything I want
You're so pure and true
I love you with everything I have
And I love everything that you do.

love me like i always did

2010-10-26T19:13:00.003+08:00

" he made my vagina wet "
this is where our words came by
i felt so much more closer to him
we are already one year
okay, maybe people thinks that i'm childish
kept on thinking that he will be my future wife
i admit !
i'm actually a little bit childish
i can't expect a seventeen-year-old boy, with a very intellegent mind, to just marry an ugly, not well educated and also an unknown girl.
right?
nobody wants me
i just hope that you'll be by me no matter what happens
god. just let me be happy for just maybe a few years?
i don't hope anything much
maybe only him?
he's the only one who care me so hell much since last year
i don't want to lost a person who cared for me so much
i can feel the care you did towards me
you are much more better than everyone i know
just don't leave me
i need you so much
hope that my wish will come true
hope that even when you're not around me, you can also love me like i always did
i love you my honey
only you (:

best gift ever (:

2010-10-25T18:52:00.002+08:00

honey
today is my birthday
and i'm not very happy
i think this is the worst day of my life
haih
bieee
i remember you celebrated my birthday woth me last year
i can't believe it was you again celebrating with me
you won't leave me there although i scolded you
please forgive me for my everything
i just need you to be happy
i want you so much actually
i can feel your care towards me
you are a great boyfriend
really great
just don't leave me
i'll wait for you to come back if you go away from me
bieee
you cared lots for me
even when you buy teddy bear for me also have to ask about the fur
yerrr
i just love you damn lot
i need hugs and kisses from you
i want ((:
i'll smile for you.
i love you law zhen theng
you are my best gift ever.

everything except a little things (:

2010-10-17T08:00:00.018+08:00

make it secret (:

i knew you last year
one year relation
even though it's only one year but i know your everything
not to say everything lar, just some part of you
we went through many things together
but we always fight
it's uncountable
anyway, i love you.

first month (:

talk about my first month with you..
i can laugh when i think about it.
i miss the day.
you're in china, and i'm in malaysia
i can remember something from there
we could not text often when you're away
because it was very expensive
i really miss you that time
i kept on waiting for your super duper long message
it was so sweet
i can only get two or three long message from you per day
so sad
and then
i managed to message you in friendster
we played friendster last time
i kept on asking you everything
i knew that you're lonely without me too
hees
do you remember?
i cried because i missed you
you went there for few weeks
and i waited for few weeks
i even countdown for the day you to come back
i waited and waited
at last, you came back
i called you.
you said you're coming back
i was damn happy(:
actually, when you're in china
i was damn afraid of you
i want you to come back safely
i kept reminding you to take care of yourself and keep yourself safe
remember?
then, next story here..
i've waited and waited
at last i could touch and hold you
we went jusco
remember?
we kissed for the first time
and i love you so much
i smiled just when i thought about last time
how you treated me and how i treated you
love die you my honey.

second month (:

talk about second month with you...

january.

i want you

this month, school reopen already

can't really text so much

urghhh !

we less chat dy

but kinda talk on phone everyday

i remembered that we desperate for each other so much

cared each other like we never cared before
i love you baby

i can't remember too much about this month

cause we have no pictures for this month

saddening ):

but it still remains in my heart

i love you...

third month (:

talk about third month with you...
oh my gawd.
three months already
eh baby
happy?
i felt so happy
on the other hand, it's CNY (:
baby...
i missed you
hees
you're way more happy
right?
we went fan's house
and took pictures
i love you.
((:
you're clever and i'm stupid
hard to communicate
but i can ((:
i'll try to be more tolerate.

forth month (:

talk about forth month with you...

i'm not very sure about this month

i think we argued a lot on these days

it's a march

we did not go out so often

we only meet through webbie

and i went genting on this month

with the losers

but never mind

every month counts (:

i do appreciate our days together

i misses you now.

fifth month (:

talk about fifth month with you...

it's already fifth months

and we are countdown-ing for our half year

remember?

i remember that we were damn surprised that we could manage to go through for so long

i pretty sure that we often argue

right?

btw, all the good stuffs we did together can covers all the bad stuffs

think before we do everything

this may help in relationships

hahhahahha

i want to hold you tight now

but it's already too late

my love for you never change

you'll still stay in my heart for a long time

hard to let go

but i wished i could

it kills me

it's like poking me in the heart with a knife

i hate that feel

sixth month (:

talk about sixth months with you...

surprisingly, fifth month was so over

we're now in the sixth month chamber.

lol.

i could tell that we manage to walk through everything smoothly

we went out

to jusco lar for sure

am i right?

hees.

there's no where else for us to go

except jusco or maybe parade ?

i hope that i can drive you out this ipoh

i want to go other places to have fun

and date with you

i'm just hoping for the day to come.

lalallalallala.

and baby

here is where your birth month (:

seventh month (:

talk about seventh months with you...

it's already seventh month

time is tik tok -ing very very fast

we went genting

remember?

sweet huh?

i wanted to go there again.

just to date...

walking alone with you.

really like a dream come true

i missed the days

it's June

June, our mid-year exam

we also seldom text i guess?

i've forgotten

hahahhaha.

oh yeah
i think i promised you that i'll write a diary for you
right?

and the diary must be all about you and also me

i think it's on this month

if i'm not mistaken

i wished you were here with me.

holding my hand.

eighted month (:

talk about eighted month with you...

august..

it finally reach eighted month.

we used to be so sweet but these days, we weren't

i can remember

we argued a lot and a lot

too bad that we can't be as sweet as last time

stupid baby

but however, i still love you damn much

bie, i wanted to hug and kiss you

can i?

muakksss....

i know you sure allow me to kiss and hug you :)

i miss your butt again my hun

eh bie

i need you hell much

i'm glad that you still want me as your girlf (:

ninth month (:

talk about nine months with you...

eh bie.

we managed to walk through until here.

i'm so happy.

nine months already

and the one year is just not far from here

wee (:

honey err

wo ai ni, i love you.

hees.

eh bie

my august test is on this month

wakkakak

we did not text much for sure

everytime we have exam, we sure lack of communication

sad dou sei.

blek.

you won't believe even though i'm sad

lalallalalala.

stupid baby

tenth month (:

talk about ten months with you...

eh bie

ten months dy err

two more months jau one year dy

how you feel?

happy or not jek?

can't believe we can go so far hor?

btw, i miss your everything

just everything

from head to toe

hees

sorbie

forgive me for my childishness

no argues sure not couples

right?

wakakakka

i love you law zhen theng

you're the only one

((:

two smiles

wide smileeeee ....

weeeee..

my baby.

eleventh month (:

talk about eleven months with you...

eh bie

this is the month where my birthday comes

wakakkaka

i know you sure have a lot of surprises for me

eh bie

we hor, argued again

i hor sad again

blek

sorbie

you how, manyak HS dy

dim suen? (:

sei suilou

you hor

very cute ger lor

i also don't know why

wakkakak

tell me why why why you so cute lar

i miss the way you stupid.

blek.

i love you

another month till our big DAY ((:

muakksss ...

OMG..

TWELFTH MONTH (:

bie bie

next week is the big day dy

happy hor?

i miss you

i want it so much

@i'm awaiting for it ((:

#specially written for law zhen theng ; my greatest honey ((:

something unofficial

2010-10-14T16:40:00.008+08:00

hey bie, i'm here (:
i feel like posting a "message" for you.
don't forget to look through my "message" clearly.

i love you.
and i miss you.
i kissed you (:
hey bie.
i want to hug you everyday.
hahahahhaha.
i know you want it too...
you are the one i be with for almost a year
oh my gosh
but we're still hand to hand walking the road together
i'm loving you more and more honey
i missed you ever since you left me just now
i just wanted to post this to you
to let you know
that i'm here loving you
more than mother love(:
sorry that i can't pay for your stuffs cause i'm not your wife yet
hees.
going to be
right?
blek.

oh yeah.
i hate tan pui ming.
and also yong wan lu.
so what if i tell it out?
nothing wrong verd.
i just hate them as much as i love my baby.

exams around.
and i still hate tan pui ming.
she's the one i hate for so damn long.
i hate to see her face.
as ugly as a donkey.
but for sure donkey is better.
okay. nevermind.
i erase everything.
not going to talk about her in front of my beloved and also friends.
she is not worth for me to care.
uglier than ugly betty!

being alone is not that great.
i lost everyone.
although it doesn't feel so good
but i can do nothing about it.
they are meant to leave
i know that.
friends aren't forever except for my best buddy, meiyee (:
some are as filty as a bitch
they just take benifits from you and walk away
in this case , i have to be careful.
all angels are devils.
name is angel but heart is still devil.
okay. fine.

study better.
i want to be like law zhen theng.
get straight A+ in every subjects.
but usually, it's just a dream that will not happen.
i know it myself.

i hate schools.
because there's everything about schools.
actually school isn't only about studies and books.
there's a lot more.
only i know
cause mostly, i'm alone...

i ain't the greatest
but you guys aren't too.
look at the mirror and tell yourself.
am i perfect today?
i might answer to myself.
yes, i am.
because i know i am the only one that i trust.
i trust myself.
i know that i have confident in me.
i won't say "scare this or afraid that".
i promise to my bie and also myself.

i am only chen elaine.
the not-so-famous-girl.
as people said "elaine cheated in her exam".
ALL BULLSHITS.
specially thanks to yong wan lu.
she herself asked for answers and now tell everyone about me
i know i'm important to you(:
i know.
and i can't believe that the "elaine" really a legend for future.
everyone will know that "elaine" was there in smc.
and nobody will ever believe in you.
only a bad person and a bad hearted person will tell rumous about others
that is SIN.
i'm always the clever one in your heart
you will never WIN me in everything
never !
your attitude made me vomit.
nobody likes you.
down-syndrome girl , major loser !

yong choi yan.
read the bible. study it.
stare at people with your damn eyes is a SIN.
talk bad about another human is also a SIN.
and please.
my english's marks will always be higher than you.
you don't need to show off about your grammar or anything.
what for take english literature subject?
everytime failed !
how pretty?
you ain't that good either.

thanks for spreading about my virgin thingy angel (:
i appreciate that (:
LOL.

i'm done.
bie. i really really love you.
(:

after so long

2010-09-14T15:56:00.004+08:00

lost world (:

had my fringe cut !

today. after so long.
i only have my opportunity to write here.
i'm so fine and don't worry
i'm not dead yet.
i'm still with the guy i loved, lawzhentheng(:
don't get jealous, TUNG KAI YEE
i'm bored this holiday.

went jusco all the time and saw people i hate.

made some cupcakes today. just for you (:

that's all.
byeeeeeeeeeeee ((:

the night !

2010-08-13T10:20:00.004+08:00

hey there.

I've been busy lately

and quite lazy to blog

BTW, I'm here now

bored in the house
i didn't attend school today
just for fun lar (:

wanted to study at home

oh yeah

i went to the HILL SONG last night

i took pictures with the Australian guys

one of them was absolutely fabulous

last night was fun.

i jumped up and down all the way round
and i laughed here and there
quite crazy last night.
i feel like crying somehow, when i heard the guy talking because what he said, was really good
i love you too Jesus, I'm not a christian (:
hees.

you see. i told you.

the tall tall guy beside me, he was funny

i talked to him
here's the dialogue
me: haha (laughing) . you're soooo tall !
the guy: haha (laughing) . okay, I'll be short a little .( he bow down a little)
me: (i feel a little bit taller already)

oh my gosh !

his smile was so cuteee
all of them are so niceee and gorgeous .

i love him already.

my baby

2010-07-31T18:54:00.002+08:00

baby
this post is mainly for you
don't know why
i really feel like loving you more and more day by day
you are the only one i want
you see
two more days, our 9th months will arrive
eh bie, remember the day you said you love me?
okay. you everyday says that
but everytime you say the three words, do you mean it?
i hope you really do my dear
because everytime it means a lot to me
i can't imagine those days without you beside me
it hurts too much
i just love you so much
people goes by, asked me, why you want to be with the one so different from you?
for sure the answer would be, he is so different from others.
i love you.
this three words often comes around
because i know that you and i would always be the one for each others
am i right?
baby. it's pretty hard to stay a strong relationship.
you and i, both knew that from last time
but i know that we can(:
i know you will never let me go although i said i wanted to
for me, i can ensure you that i really won't let go the one i love
which is you, lawzhentheng.
so that you will be the last for me
i only wants you to be into my world
my selfish world which only contains both of us
once again. happy nine months baby.
we'll see. one year is set up for our next target.
love is in between us
as stable as the octet arrangement (2.8)
never donate or accept electrons
just like us(:
smile baby. i love you. >.0

i don't want it.

2010-07-28T16:11:00.003+08:00

it's been so long since i update my blog
i don't feel like updating it because i'm too lazy to do so
but today, i wanted to just express myself cause there's no one wanna listen to what i crap.
stupid lawzhentheng argued with me.
so i'm alone.
sad lor today.
actually, i hate TPM damn much.
really lots and lots of hate.
she's already ugly still need to back stabbed others.
i can't really believe that she is such a jerk
immature enough.
lol. okay. this is my blog and i can write whatever i want
i wanted to just slap the person face to face but i can't.
too oily.
enough of TPM already.

i want to talk about you.
i don't understand why you have to be like that
i remembered that we were so sweet past few days
am i right?
but i doesn't know what happened now.
you doesn't tolerate with me anymore
you keep on blaming to me
you don't want me to waste your time
bullshit.
what is so wasting your time now?
LOL.
if i am that wasting your time, why you still want to continue with me?
i don't express everything to you because i do not want to waste your time texting me.
i won't talk more than 10minutes to you
because i don't want to waste your time
as you said i am wasting your time.
laugh-out-loud.
i wanted to delete my facebook account already
by the way, it is not for you.
don't worry too much.
urgh !
bye lawzhentheng.
i am too wasting your time. right?

the 200th post (:

2010-07-15T16:00:00.001+08:00

You don’t realize how much you care about someone until they don’t care about you.

zip up your damn mouth !

2010-07-14T16:33:00.003+08:00

you guys sucks man .
i hate the one i'm hating .
oh yeah .
i love my blog .
i want to let everyone knows that I HATE THEM !
i really really hate you especially .
i will study very hard to fight for 9A+ to protect myself .
i'm so very sure that tampuiming cannot get it .
LOL .
super funny man .
you are the worst among others .
don't judge me when you are being the worst !
and yongchoiyan , a NOOB .
i hate you !
you guys talk secrets like you all are the best but actually it's upside down .
i hate the DOWN-SYNDROME girl .
she is the most noisy person i ever known .
she don't even know how to speak right .
LOL . hope the best for you anyway .
i hateeeeee three humans now (:
although i'm not the bestest but i have the right to SPEAK UP !

lawzhentheng , look here .
you are not the best too .
you always raise up your voice when you are angry .
LOL .
i'm not a toy for you btw .
just a little piece of note for you .
i won't pick up your phone and please don't ever call my house's number .
LOL again .

qwertyuiop ; asdfghjkl (:

2010-07-13T17:30:00.003+08:00

smileeee for LOVE (:

it's been long time since i update my blog.
my lappie had gone to somewhere for updates.
thanks to my brother. LOL.
i was so bored at home.
nowadays, many things happened in class.
place was shifted to another place.
due to our class's noisiness.
oh yeah
there's always no true friends around
have to be alert of that.
hahahhahah. just whatever.
maybe this would be the end for our friendship? maybe?
never mind.
just have to put a smile on my face wherever i go.
loveeeee my baby everyday.
lawzhentheng, look here.
I'M NOT FADING, OUR LOVE IS NOT FADING.
last word : i love you.

the girl (:

2010-07-06T05:40:00.002+08:00

this girl ; TUNGKAIYEE
she is a super funny girl which i knew for quite a long time
she live just right along the road which is so darn near to my house
she fetched me to tuitions when my mie is busy
and the most of all, she's pretty enough to get a boyf but she wants to remain single
she is pure in heart, a good friend to other
i love you tungkaiyee((:
her big day : 5th JULY.
she become older already
i wished you would become slightly shorter than me ! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SUIPO

day

2010-07-06T05:25:00.002+08:00

what does friend for?
i wanted to really know the meaning of friend
last time you didn't treat me like what you did now
i hate you terribly lot nowadays
there's no respond from you when i smiled at you
ain't nothing coming out from your mouth
you didn't talk to me since long time ago
buy yesterday, i knew you aren't my friend anymore
you look mature and pretty, but it's not the you that i knew long time ago
you are the one i admire because i know you might be my bff but too bad you won't
and the most shocking stuff was you don't even want to lend me a piece of paper to just look for a while
this is called as friend
a beautiful friend i ever had
you are great to others but not me
what had i done that hurt your feeling?
or maybe you dislike me for no reasons huh?
you are so weird from the sight of mine
i just hate you from that moment onwards
i won't talk to you anymore, i sware
i won't give responses to you whenever i see you around
good luck in life as you won't get the luck
i really really hate you
hope you will know who you are
don't pretend anymore
get out of my life now and don't come back
you does not worth for me to love anymore

p/s: the one that don't even lend me a paper to see for a second, the one that don't even smiled when i'm just in front of you.

next stop : my world (:
talked on the phone with you last night
i just love chatting about future with you so freaking bad
you are the one that always support me whenever i am
i love you everyday
bie, i can't stop loving you
baby, my sensitive little guy
i miss you honey((:
i feel like dancing with you.
idk why.
got a feeling that you might be a good dancer
hees...

8th monthsss (:

2010-07-04T21:24:00.006+08:00

the picture of the DAY
the only one i love is YOU !

honey i love you (:
went jusco with you today .
tiring day .
watched two movies .
TOY STORY 3 ( 3D ) and KNIGHT & DAY
baby . i missed you !
i love sei you dy my dear (:

only you ; sweetheart ♥

bie bie . come here . i need you here . haih . guess what ? im going for the shining teens final (: baby . one question , what am i supposed to where ? LOL . i have no dress . DOUBLE SHIT already . HELP ME !!! SOS . and baby . are you happy today ? okay . i lose to you . so i gave you 10 kisses dy . sweet mou jek ? wakakkak . i love you ! going school tomorrow ): URGH . have to face everyone and and can't text you that much dy . hope you won't mind . i want that book so much lor bie . if that book can separate us so easily jau very geng dy . we went through darn many unhappy stuffs , nothing happen also ma . no need to be worry my dear (: you are mine until the end . hees .

p/s : can't stop loving you (:

hees (:

2010-07-01T05:29:00.003+08:00

oh , just so random . fugly me ):

elaine loveee you .
and you love elaine .
baby, you are mineee (:
my sweet little baby .
just need you so much !

speechless

2010-06-29T15:47:00.003+08:00

i hate the one i love .

hate hate hate

2010-06-29T05:21:00.001+08:00

haih . one big haih again ):

love love love (:

2010-06-27T12:19:00.003+08:00

i called my honey just now
again we chat stupid stuffs
chat of future, marrying each other and kids
although it's kind of childish but it's kind of fun chatting stuffs we don't know
it might happen to me in future, who knows?
he might be my husband right? *laughs*
we talked about many many stuffs
my HS baby! (:
i just love your voice, miss it so much
hope that i can enter the same college with you
and continue our studies together. *fatt gen hao*
dim yan oh? he gam cuteee (:
really jip sau ng dou lor.
hahahahahahhahaahhahahaha

p/s: our love never fade (:
i want two kids in future. *cross my fingers*

i love JB !

2010-06-26T16:40:00.006+08:00

oh my goshhh ! you are so cuteeee !!

i will always support you
i love you (:

the lovely song i love
common denominator
Just a fraction of your love

fills the air,
And I fall in love with you,
All over again,
Oooo,
You're the light that faced the sun,
In my world,
I'd face a thousand years of pain
For my girl.

Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
The only thing that would hurt,
Is if you weren't here,

I don't want to go back
To just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?

Girl with out you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the common denominator, oh, oh, ohh, oh
You're the common denominator, oh, yeah, woah

Before your love was low
Playin' girls was my high, aye
We chase the game that would put
My cot in the side

Broken heart rise up to say
Love is a lie,
You and I would stand
To be multiplied, yeah

Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
yeah
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if you weren't here,
Woah

I don't want to go back
To just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?

Girl with out you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the common denominator, oh, oh, ohh, oh
You're the common denominator, oh, yeah, woah

I can't imagine life
without your touch,
Every kiss that you give,
It gives me heart,
And to all the heart it can,
Jealous females hate it,
I'ma hold it down for you,

For you, woah, oh woah,
Common denominator,
Oh, yeah, woahh,
I don't wanna to go back,
Half of the equation, woah woah yeah,
Common denominator
Oh, oh, oh, oh,
Common denominator
Oh, yeah, woah

Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I'd fall in love with you all over again yeah

Love makes time pass; time makes love pass.

2010-06-25T18:27:00.005+08:00

many many days have passed
love is still remains here in my heart
maybe one day it might fade away
nobody will know
time and love will gone in just a clip of eye
i'm afraid to lost you
anyone can catch my eye, but it takes someone special to catch my heart
i will always find my way to treasure you
if i had to choose between loving you and breathing, i will use my last breath to say ILOVEYOU.
baby, i really do(:
nothing can change my love for you.

P/s: The best thing about me is you.

saddening !

2010-06-22T17:32:00.003+08:00

i cried for a drama
keep crying and crying for two hours
something happened between us
not sure whether am i crying for that or you
i don't care who's fault
you gave me all bad words
hurting stuffs too
it all came out from your own mouth !
i hate you
:'(

my love for you NEVER end (:

2010-06-21T16:57:00.004+08:00

i love this the most seriously (:

I'm in love
in love with the one on the picture , zhentheng ku (:
baby, i miss you so much now
i love being sweet with you my dear

we went out on last Sunday
and I'm quite self-loving
i took lots of pictures with him on a bench outside cinema
with lots of people looking at us
but i don't care about others
because we does not need to know what other people think about us
the point is what we think about ourselves
we went for a very special lunch
super special :D
my best sushi with you my honey
then , went home with you
although it's quite awkward but it is just a small matter
i doesn't angry at you (:
i just love you with all my heart

school reopen already
saddening ):
i can't meet you so often, can't text you so much too
but nothing can separate us (:
i get my results, just a few of them
it was so terrible, horrible plus super super bad
urghhhh !
i dislike my results so badly
i hate my results !
school days are so bored
sometimes facing people that seems like dislike me
some different kind of people also don't really treat me as a friend
i just hope that i can have an endless friendship with you guys
okay, I'm nothing now
just hoping for a better life
i love to smile so much !

next stop, my drama
I'm watching a taiwan drama
autumn's concerto
don't know why, the feeling of watching that drama never stop
i did cry for the drama
it was so sad, dim yan oh !
ngo jip sau ng dou lor really
hahahahhahahahahhah ((:
i love my baby !
my love for you NEVER end (:
i will never let go you

pictures do the story everytime

let bygones be bygones (:

2010-06-19T08:47:00.004+08:00

we are getting far apart as you know
does not look like the old days
there are certain thing stuck-ed between us
i don't know what it is or what they are
for some reasons , i am wrong towards the whole thing
both sides are different in opinions or maybe mind ?
i am not the fortune teller here , i can't tell what happen next
i can only hope for the best , wish for the luck
give me a candle and i will always make the same wish since the moment i met you
I'm a little afraid that our love will fade away , you know ?

you are now going for your undang

perhaps you've forgotten the deal between both of us
you keep on saying i did not trust you
but now , i really can't
do you remember our promise on going there together ?
you can't remember .
maybe this is the reason i treated you not so good these few days
i wanted to tell you the problem actually , but what you would probably say is sorry
for me , sorry does not really cure cause you have already create a problem that will never ever forget
you lie to me
i can still remember the promises you have made to me
although it is not much but there are what you've promise
maybe you will think that it is a joke to you , I'm serious though
I'm not having a great mood in the house
we always argued about something
for the most , trust
sometimes you may say something important but i seems like lack of trust on you
for certain subjects , you don't trust me
in a relationship , trust is the main point

i remember the way you angry me in public
imagine how lonely was i when you left me alone on the pathway
I'm highly disagree with the way you burst out your anger
i can't say when it will happen again right ?
i don't know the time you will get mad and started to run off from me
everything seems like it is not the end of the world for me
it will continue and go on
i felt terribly lonely
maybe it is your attitude or what but i hate it
i am afraid being alone outside in a big wide world
you knew what happened to me before right ?
I'm scare that you will dump me aside when you are angry again

i am also scared of telling something to you
some you may interested to know but most of all you does not
you see , i know you are a great listener
the greatest one for me but I'm afraid someday you does not want to listen to my word anymore
you know the feeling ? hurt die me
i might not tell you everything but i know it is the same for us
sometimes it is better for us when i kept my mouth shut
i will always burst out what i felt to you and so arguments started
as time goes by like that everyday , our love may fade away easily
chances are not always there for us if we don't appreciate it
miracles won't happen if we don't believe in it

baby , at last i burst it all out
this is the reasons why last night i refuses to tell you
i have many many stuffs to tell you
faster come back to me
i will always love you , miss you and need you
stay right beside of me and never ever leave
baby , let the time that fade away not our love
i am missing you right now ):

my voice SUCKS !

2010-06-18T11:13:00.005+08:00

baby , i love you .

i really really do .
i don't care what you said .
i only want to love you .
hope that you know .
i'm not lying to you .
i want your heart !
give it to me .
I LOVE YOU honey (:

he's doing something.

2010-06-16T16:19:00.001+08:00

everyone, I'M BORED !

bye STUPID (:

kaiyee, macam mana ? (:

2010-06-16T10:14:00.002+08:00

KaiYee, cannot UPLOAD lar 'cause the pictures are too big already. Pass me your pendrive lar. I save it into your pendrive better. Mine is at LAWZHENTHENG there. His bad that he don't give it back to me. Hees. (:

crapalot (:

2010-06-15T08:45:00.002+08:00

Everyone. Listen! I'm ChenElaine. So-called BABY to my Boyfriend. So-called SORPO to Adeline, Kaiyee. So-called SORSOR to my Xinyi. Actually i only want to say that IM GOING OUT WITH KAIYEE TODAY. Lol. Bye(:

it shows everything (:

2010-06-14T18:47:00.016+08:00

It follows the picturesss (:

Hey peeps. I'm Elaine. I love to smile with my eyes SHUT. Okay Okay. I'm trying to open my eyes as wide as i could because i don't want a small little eyes where my baby dislikes. I love my honey which it stands for 520 in number mode. I love his face so much. He loves to act cute in front of me. I won't forget those faces. And yeah. I love hanging out with him damn much. Always the same location, which is jusco. We always watched movies. I can still remember what movies we'd watched because i kept those tickets in my purse everytime. Too bad he does not have a wallet. Haha. We love smiling to each other very much. We love each other. This is called as LOVE everyone. We went genting last week. I can still remember the date, 7th June 2010. I'm still keeping the hotel card as memory between us. We did lots of fun stuffs there such as the art thingy. We put our hand together in a wax thing and it turns into a solid shape of our hands. We went shopping too. Bought a pair of high-heel shoe. He also do his best on exchanging a toy (HIPPO) for me. He asked his friends for help. We need 2000 tickets to exchange the toy (HIPPO). It kind of hard and too tough but we manage to exchange it at last. It belongs to me. I will treassure the Hippo. Before heading home, we waited for the van to come in STARBUCKS COFFEE. I took a lot of tissues just for fun. I wrote something on it which is "I LOVE YOU (: LAWZHENTHENG, YU'RE MINE. [14062010]". He loves to drink starbucks coffee very much. He told me that he dislike drinking BEERS and dislikes using MY MONEY. This is a very GOOD BOYFRINEND right? SORRY. I owned him long time ago. He is so good in ADDMATHS. He teached me some ADDMATHS before my exams. Baby, you are even warmer than wearing the jacket when you HUG me. I miss you and your hugs.

stupid baby . ILY (:

2010-06-14T14:15:00.000+08:00

i changed my blogskin (:

IMISSYOU

2010-06-14T08:59:00.002+08:00

see see the lawzhentheng was just playing breakup with me .
LOL . i hate you !
we get back together again .
calling baby to each other .
having sweet times yesterday .
i think lar , we won't separate easily one .
cause my z h e n t h e n g will love me (:
he won't learn to let go and so do i .

i went out with him yesterday .
watched two movies .
the a-team and killers .
i want to watch KARATE KID so badly .
i hanged around with amanda , hongxian and waiyen too (:
just a little while , a very short moment , few minutes only .
9.30am reach jusco and 6.30pm went home .

i wanted to take pictures with you so much ! XD

we ended ):

2010-06-13T08:24:00.005+08:00

bye law zhen theng (:

i will learn to let go too .
it would be much tougher as i thought .
but nothing is impossible .
i will learn to let go .
after crying whole night , everything will do .
i will try to put a smile on my face wherever i am .
once again , i want to say thanks to YOU .
FOR EVERYTHING ,
you gave me a lot of happiness .
you fulfill my desire all these days .
im happy to have you .
bye everyone .
i've quit facebook (:

months , weeks , days , hours . minutes . seconds .

2010-06-10T17:47:00.005+08:00

baby . im posting a blog for you cause you wanted to see .
unfortunately , this time , im not having a really good & happy mood .
cause you are angrying for certain subjects .
im truly SORRY .
baby , i knew i always made you mad or even angry but i know you're still there for me .
i want you my honey .
baby . three days in genting with you .
im obviously happy when you're with me , you doesn't leave my side .
i love the days !
i miss it & i miss you .
baby . today we've already been together for 6months 7days = 31weeks = 219days = 5256hours = 315360minutes = 18921600seconds .

BABY . CAN YOU FORGIVE MY WORDS ?

quite like an emo poem ):

2010-06-05T16:15:00.004+08:00

you won't know how much you've made me smile these few months .
there's always happiness and also sadness .
tears keep dropping down lately .
it's not always your fault but it's mine .
i can only say sorry but i knew you won't mind .
i love you and so you love me .
i understand you but not daily .
i miss your aroma and all your hugs .
i just want you to stay right beside of me , is that quite difficult ?
i want you here and i want you there .
what i want all these while , is you my honey !
baby , i miss your messages ):

(:

2010-05-31T10:08:00.002+08:00

MY COUNTDOWN (:

1DAY
; BIOLOGY

2DAY
; CHEMISTRY

3DAY
; PHYSICS
; OUR 7TH MONTHSSSSS (:

5DAY
; EXAM ENDED
; MY DAY TO HANG

6DAY
; STARWALK
; JUSCO !

7DAY
; GENTING !!!!! (:

I WANTED TO BE FREE FASTER (:

laughters

2010-05-28T13:12:00.002+08:00

baby , don't worry .
i'll always be there for you when you're sad
so that i can make you smile (:
i'll ensure that i am the one for you .
i will never leave you for life .
我是不会放手的 .
i will never try to let you go .
treasure you in my heart .
nobody can take you away from me .
you're my MRBOYFRIEND (:
iloveyou .

2010-05-27T18:31:00.001+08:00

you're angry again ):

2010-05-25T09:54:00.001+08:00

going library soon (:

ily , lawzhentheng (:

love is in the air (:

2010-05-23T14:25:00.003+08:00

when i was studying history . your face pop into my mind . so then i MISS you so badly my baby (:

i tidy up my untidy room just now morning . this is the results : (:

my mirror (:

my bags and my clothes . nice eh ?

my bed and table . tidy eh ?

you see . tidy me (:

i study and study but don't know whether can get good results or not . urghh ! i want my baby so much ! going to study back (:

♥

2010-05-22T16:54:00.002+08:00

WE ARE BACK TO NORMAL
MAYBE NOT AS SWEET AS USUAL
BUT I LOVE YOU JUST LIKE WHAT I DID
BABY , YOU'RE MINE ♥
220510 (:

stressful ):

2010-05-21T14:51:00.005+08:00

this little dino is so cuteeee (:

although yesterday was so called 520 but i can't even pass it with the one i love . urgh . i can't even celebrate it . shit-nya . i had to pass it with my friends . they can make me feel unstress . love them . but actually i love you too . i doesn't have the courage to show you what i'm feeling . i'm always the useless one in everything . nevermind . i'm stupid . so ? i don't care . you don't need me already . even when you reach home also won't text me dy . i just want your care . little bit stuffs also want to angry . somemore don't convince back people . shouldn't be you are the one who convincing me now ? why lar always we have to turns up like that ? i'm so tired ! tired of everything . tired of my life . i want my original life back . with everything i have . although i've lost them , but i'm happy to have another friends (: many many kind of things changed in just a clip of eye . i may be the failure now in everyone but i will show you guys that you all are the failure actually (:

520 yesterday . is everyone having their sweet time yesterday ? i'm in a relationship . but see see . i am not celebrating it . funny me . nevermind . it's not the main point of everything . you said you are going to find me today before you going library . in my heart , yeah i'm waiting for your appearance . but unfortunately , i can't even see your shadow passed by . in my heart , kind of sadening . bloggie oh bloggie . i'm sad and moody . i want you . but it seems like we are having harsh time . i may just leave it aside if i can . my phone , everytime there's your message on the screen . but nowadays i don't see any . keep holding my phone for few hours but just can't get one . okay then . it's all for my love story . bloggie oh bloggie . i'm dead . ):

today is my first day of examinations . bm paper 2 and english paper 1 . kind of tough . but i can still do it a clip of eye . luckily (: i woke up at 3o'clock in the morning today . crazy me . you know what ? i woke up early because i have to study my sejarah . i keep reading and keep sneezing and my nose keep on having mucus and i keep on blowing out those mucus . so suffer ! i'm waking up to study again tomorrow . but but so suffer . my day are way too suffer . i planned to enjoy it after my exams . i have to prepare for my moral . hope that my stupid memory can memorize everything (: i hope that every effort i put in can change my bad results to good ones . i really put lots of effort in it . i seldom study so much for my exams . this may be the one i experience the most . no wonder it taste so bitter , it really need a lot of time to produce a good and hardworking student . allah , i'm just crapping here (:

我现在很想念你
我很想看见你
我真的不知道
我很不舍得你离开我
我爱你♥(:

520 today ):

2010-05-20T14:42:00.007+08:00

终有一天，我们再不属于对方了
没有了我在你身边，你要好好得过下去
我很不舍得没了你 ):

i feel like crying when i started writing this . few drops of tear rolled down my cheeks after that . i'm afraid to lost you . as if one day , you wanted to leave . i doesn't have the right to say stay . just hope that you may take care of yourself when i'm not beside you . ♥

p/s : my chinese sucks !

Fucking hate you !

2010-05-19T17:53:00.004+08:00

i couldn't tell why and what happen .

Went library today . I am so damn fucking mad that time . You doesn't even understand me . LOL . Once again , we argued again . I don't want to text you already . Herng ! If you don't believe , you go ask meiyee for more information about my damn leg . A little bit stuff also need to angry . Sensitive like hell . Don't understand why . And i'm for sure won't understand . Fyi , we didn't chat the whole day . So what ? Doesn't seems like he is caring about it . Why should i ? Prince attitude . What-so-ever . I ate indulgence's food today . Wahh . It costs me RM42.90 . Expensive huh ? Hahahah . The Law Zhen Theng didn't even look towards me , didn't even face me when i am talking to you . Good huh ? How am i suppose to treat him anyway ? Sweets or chocolate ? LOL . Great boyf . ILYDFM .

P/s : No one cares .

baby , IMY (:

2010-05-18T17:14:00.003+08:00

baby , do you know who loves you ?

baby . IMY ! I holded my biology reference book the whole day today (: I found out that i have studied lots about my cell . LOL . hahahah :D I love being myself (: I stayed back until 3pm today to wait for my mum for my braces in mr.ong's dentist . Urghh . Pain ! So pain . He changed my braces into the one i like (: Happy . Few more months to go ! (: Exams are around the corner . Wait to come . Come . I'm going library tomorrow with my baby again . Whoots ! (: ILY so much baby .

~~Today , didn't even speak or look at her . Is that a good thing ?~~

sweet study (:

2010-05-17T17:58:00.005+08:00

Yerr baby , I super love you X3

Today is teacher's day . Happy Teacher's Day to every teacher in this world (: I as a great student , went to school as usual today (: But my baby , zhentheng , didn't . He went library with his friends . The story begins , he doesn't know that i planned to go libabry with him . So , as a secret and suprise for him . I went there ALONE . Was so scary . I hate being alone actually but for him , I may do anything (: Am i a good girlf ? hahahah . Then , i walked there alone . Only cars passed by , oxygen i inhaled , carbon dioxide i exhaled , sunlight shined above me . And one part , i reached indulgence , which is opposite library . Once in a sudden , a car "hon" me . Then the car stopped . I was getting nervous and nervous . Then i ran to the opposite lane and cross the road and ran into the library . I saw zhentheng . And i quickly hide myself . I was frightened and shivering that time because of those malay guys in the damn car . I was sweating . I went into the library . First , went upstairs which is second floor . Damn lots of people there . " Memalukan ! " . Then i saw ah hor , chatted with her (: . Then i saw carmen wong , joeyi , joey chun , enli , lilian . Waiting for kaiyee . Then it's time to give zhentheng a suprise ! Okay . I walked slowly towards his back . Then HUGGED him ! YES !!! Once again , i give him a suprise ! Weeee . I'm so sure that my darl was happy (: Then , ate mcd . Delivery one . On his payment . Sat along with stephanie and yee mun . Quite friendly i think . Cause they smiled to me although we doesn't know each other . Hees :D I have complete my mission today (: Studied biology and some addmaths work . Thanks to my darl for helping on it (: I love you baby .

Last word : Are you happy today ? :D

(:

2010-05-16T10:58:00.003+08:00

i don't need to change because i won't . just tell me if you dislike me . i MAY change for you .
laughs & smiles (:
i don't need anyone to convince me in my friendships . let it be (:
baby , i love you .

about my examinations . i studied .
biology : ~~chapter1~~ , ~~chapter2~~, ~~chapter 3~~ ,~~chapter 4~~ , chapter5
chemistry : ~~chapter1~~ , ~~chapter2~~, ~~chapter3~~ , chapter4
physics : ~~chapter1~~ , chapter2
addmaths : chapter1 - chapter5 (doing everyday)
modern maths : ~~chapter1 - chapter5~~
moral : definition
bm and bi : ( pray from god )

*allah . whole thing also left one chapter . this time sure die ):

a friend in need , is a friend indeed .

2010-05-15T16:20:00.004+08:00

i feel that you all doesn't really care about what i felt . so i'm fine with it . and yeah . i treat you as my bestest friends , what you think i am huh ? you this fellow . don't even treat me as one . shit you . i don't need to mention who . as long as i know who the fucking hell are you now . friends huh ? yeah . we are . totally cool friends i had . come on babe . friends . i do have lots . but not all are my truly friends . what for ? give those mean eyes on me . gossips around . what for ? laugh behind me when i'm scolded . what for ? too happy for me is it ? eventually , i don't really need it anyway . suddenly stop doing those nonsense when i'm trying to look at the directions , try talking softly so that i can't hear anything . what for ? secrets huh ? once , i asked you what happen . can't you just answer my questions ? noooo , no answers . what the absolutely gigantic secrets that you can't even tell . fyi , it is only a stupid secret . this is so called friends i had all these while . shit friends as example . LOL . what-so-ever . not gonna care . you wanna be . let's be . only a bunch of them are really there for me when i really needed them . you guys ? won't even care about my death or alive , dead and life . friendsss . good friends anyway . fake faces facing me . talking bad images about me . (: i'm so happy about everything . i just can't lose ! (:

you see , as what i said . you really talk bad about me !

2010-04-29T18:59:00.001+08:00

you really so so so busy
what you said last night was lie. :(

suprises...

2010-04-26T19:27:00.001+08:00

someone's birthday going to reach soon (:

i am so moody .

2010-04-25T12:52:00.005+08:00

i did this masterpiece three days ago. i wanted to pass it to you but i cannot see you anywhere that time. sad story ):

terribly moody today. so damn moody. i just want you to convince me but you did not. i want you to listen to my words but you did not. asked you o stop talking bad words but you still want to say. my words are rubbish to you is it? to be frank, i accept your apologize already but you still want to say sorry. asked you to stop, you still won't stop. what happen to me? i send you messages but no replies. what happen to me? i send you picture but no replies. what happen to me? i want your care but you did not. you said you will disappear. is that what i want? did i asked you to go away? when i need you, you won't come. when i am busy, you keep coming to me. you only know how to convince your friend but not me. i want to say i love you but you made me said i hate you. you asked me are we meant to be together just now. hey, what are you thinking? i suddenly felt that you love asking those questions. those stupid questions. we are just having a simple arguments but it seems like we are breaking up. are you okay? i am so not sure with it. i just want to tell you that we are just arguing not breaking up. please do not ever ask me such nonsense when we are fighting because it will change from bad to worst.

every time i angry, i won't angry long. you know me well but you still do not understand me. the essay that i wrote yesterday was really about you. sigh. a fully big question mark in my head right now. i want to ask you, what do you really want? convince me awhile, is that difficult? you left me alone last night. you left me alone this morning. you are going to leave me alone later. am i right? i want to text you, with those sweet words coming out from you but i won't get those today. i am not going to switch on my phone until i feel okay later. lawzhentheng, read this and feel me. i know you cannot do it but just pretend you can. i am writing and doing a very special thing for you for your birthday. it is kind of a surprise. i cannot tell what is it until two weeks later. lough-out-loud.

actually buddy, i am writing an essay again. this look like an essay writing competition. just writing my feelings out. i feel better after writing this. i am done writing. bubyeeeee ): wish me luck for everything. i miss my baby. i miss my mangkuk-mangkuk, pingan-pingan and cawan-cawan sekalian. just miss you guys so much!

essay(:

2010-04-24T19:23:00.003+08:00

had my mid-year examination today .
malay and english .
i did continuous writing , the title of it is YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME ! .

here comes my story of it (:

You don't understand me! You really don't understand me. What i want want was just a little bit of time to think about our relationship. I had been dating you for five months and you still do not understand my situation right now. I am so scared of gruesome apathy but you still give me tons of loneliness. I would love to yell out "I hate you" so badly every time we argued.

Our relationship stands for my love for you. Arguements come between both of us so often. I think it is because your selfishness and whatever happens. I understand that you have to face your studies and your family but can you care about my feelings? Sometimes I felt that you does not meant to be with me. I really hope that one fine day I can just be together with you with no boundaries between us.

This five months, I know you well. I always wanted to love you more, one day by one day. You treated me well. I know you are the one for me until I get older. I wanted to marry you when I get older. I know it is just a dream. For now, I hope for a reality between us. S omething happens, then it is happened. Nothing can be changed.

You are like an angel to me, a heart for a human being and a mitochondria in the cell. Perfectly matched with me. I hope that one day, you will understand what i am really thinking. I know you will love me until the day you die. I know you will care me when I am sick. I know you will be there when I needed you.

Then suddenly, I stopped. I am awake. I laughed. It is just a dream that i dreamt last night. It was just a dream that i dreamt about a piece of love note that I found inside Elaine's bagpack. It was Elaine that wrote to her boyfriend. It is just apart of the note. I asked myself Who is Elaine? Do I have a friend named Elaine all this while? I do not even know who I am dreaming about. Oh well! Never mind. It is just a dream. A hillarious dream I had ever dreamt. This dream is all about love. A love from a girl to a boy. She was about to cry out her lungs when she is writing this letter. Wonderful story I had dreamt.

I asked myself again. What If I write this story out and post it in my school newspaper? Will everyone started enjoying reading it? I am jst wondering. Maybe I will start off with a title "Love is blind. Love between two human beings are complicated." Then, I can start odd my imaginations of being a great story writter from now.

End.
from: chenelaine(:

I missed you when I am writing this essay. It is actually all about my true love story.[the infront part]. That's all for today. Thanks for reading(: Someone is going to samtet choir's concert already. And I am all alone in house. GRUESOME APATHY!

pictures again (:

2010-04-23T15:12:00.002+08:00

i took picture again (:
there's a lot more but i only uploaded this .
i'm scared of gruesome apathy .
(:
i hate you for not letting me know everything .
blek ! keeping secret from me .
hateeee you .

alwaysss take picture (:

2010-04-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

happy timeeee (:

2010-04-21T17:37:00.003+08:00

Bieeee. Hate it when someone interrupt our relations. I hope there's no one will do that. Bie. She doesn't want to admit that she'd been waiting for you. Hahahahah. Nevermind baby. I love you enough already. No need other people to love you one. Am i right? My boy. Honey, cute you. I am in love with you!

video (:

2010-04-20T16:50:00.000+08:00

my stupid day with my stupid friendsssss . ILY (:

2010-04-20T16:08:00.005+08:00

baby . you're so cuteeee (:

baby . i miss you so much ...

having school today (: one fine normal day . nothing happen and bored ! what a lucky day , saw you . was totally sad when i realised you were not wearing the watch . so when i asked you . you said it is on the service because it broke . okay , fineeeee ): btw , still you didn't text me . there's no reasons for you not to text me . those were just excuses . nevermind , i won't angry at you (: because i really loveeeee you baby . hope that we can be together for as long as we could . xiahuei said we broke-up , and we aren't 5 monthsss anymore . but i doesn't agree with that . sorry (: i just dont feel that we'd broke-up before because between the daysss , you keep calling me baby . all my fault for seperating with you for a little one day time . i'm so sorry baby . i was wrong . i should'nt think of breaking up with you although i was quite frustrated . oh well , that's the past . for now , we continue our journey to our sixth month (: i won't care . a day breaking-up doesnt mean anything . because deep down in my heart , i'm still loving you all the time , baby . i really do . believe me ? (: i knew that you loveeee me too . my sweetie hubby . hahahahah . that's about my love story . back to my school time . exams are around the corner . i'm afraid ): help me ! i need you so much for tutoring me . urghhhh ! i hate studying but i want my future to be good . i aim to get good results in my mid-year test . but can i ? i'm not as clever as a freaking nerdie genius . but i hope to be one of them . at least i doesn't need to be afraid to face my poor examinations . i want my life . i want everything that i wish . but i know i can't exactly have all of it ): i talked to meiyee just now about husband . LOL . we *fatt hao* . hahahahha . about that . i told them even though i have a husband in future that own a lot of money but we ourselves have to save up some money . so that we won't get bullied by our future husband . having a dream of being a dumbass that needs husband to take care for the damn whole life are those who suffer a lot later , these kind of person may be having some problem within family because of the husband . what-so-ever . that's what we said . what a stupid conversation . and yeah . jane told me something . if the upper lip which has a super duper deep [V] shape , in the future , they might born a baby boy for their first child . this is what she said . not sure whether it's a fact or not . maybe just a grandmother story (: but my upper lips doesn't have a [V] shape . i asked her what that means . she said i might born a baby girl . awwww ! i would love to have my very own baby girl with me and my lovely husband . i would want a very perfect and normal child beside me . i want a husband that cares about me . baby , will that be you when i get married one day ? hahahahaha . just a normal dream all teenagers would dream of (: *include me because i'm a teenagers too , hello ? * . oh well . i feel like going parade . not to walk around but buy presentssss for my lawzhentheng . his birthday is coming soon . very soon . baby , are you excited about it ? i'm giving you a suprise (: hopeee you'll love it . take a very deep big breathe before your birthday comes . ensure yourself that you won't get heart attack . hahahahah . nothing much to say dy . that's my daily routine for today . byeeeeee (:

tagged (:

2010-04-19T16:26:00.002+08:00

1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
i prefer my neck (:

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
i feel like hugging my baby .

3.Who was the last person /people you took a photo with?
lileee .

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
i think i'm not ?

5.Will you ever donate blood?
lols . i won't . pain lar the injection .

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
sure have (:

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
sometimes i do ... *i'm a bad girl .

8.What does your last text massage say?
[baby ar . yeah lor . you diam diam can dy (: hees . sorbie . yiyer . i miss you err . hahaha . baby ar ! im playing a tagged . hees . answer questions one . ]

9.What are your thinking right now?
im thinking of my stupid little boyf (:

10.Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yeah , sureeeee .

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
12am nearly 1am . i think .

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
this one huh ? p&j shirt . from school's p&j club one .

13.Is someone on your mind right now!!!
yessss .

14.Who was the last person who texted you?
lawzhentheng . my little baby (:

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz
1.LawZhenTheng
2.XiaHuei
3.Krystal
4.KaiYee
5.Tomato
6.Maggie
7.ChoiYan
8.PuiMing
9.WeiWei
10.Jane

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
she's single (:

16.Is no.3 a male or a female?
she's a female ...

17.If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it b a good?
OHH NO ! NO.7 forever CANNOT get along with NO.1 . LOLS !!!

18.What is no1 studying about?
studing about everything he like ((:

19.When was the last time you chatted with them?
few secondssss ago !

20.Is no.4 single?
yeahhhhh . *she loveee someone (:

21.Say something about no.2
she's a good girl with hot temper . hahahhaha .

22.What do you think about no.3 and no 6 being together?
omfg . impossible . they dont even know each other .

23.discribe no.9
she's a fair lady and very polite girl (:

24.What wil you do if no.6 n no 7 fight?
hahahah . it's super impossible too . they dont know each other .

25.Do you lik no.10?
sure babe . she's my buddy (:

love is in the air (:

2010-04-19T10:35:00.005+08:00

this is me (:
trying to give a stupid faceee .
hahahha .
i love my baby very much .
so i know he loves me very much too !
so don't try to seperate us (:
just kidding .
i know you guys won't want him .
bieee , i want you (:
whoottsssss !
baby , we have been together for how many days dy ?
hahahahha .
hope we can be togther for so so so so so very long timeeee (:
i love lawzhentheng ! (:

this is my brother .
the youngest (:
he's making a stupid pose for me to capture .
plus he love taking pictures like what i did .
he *fatt gen hao* like my baby zhentheng (:
hahahahha .
adorable like hell .
(:

this is keeshaun . say hello to him . hahahaha .
yesterday was kee shaun's birthday (;
so sorry that i cant attend your party .
oh well , happy birthday to you big man (;
hahaha . may all your wishes come true one day .
i've no idea what to give you (:

gonna attend school tomorrow . boredddd !
got to go (:
blog again tomorrow cause my mom already stop me from going tuitions ):
she said i'm getting worst and blah !
whatever . doesn't care .
i get fifth in class if im not mistaken (:
happy for that ! (:
but my mom still thought that im a dumbass that only know how to lepak in parade .
LOL . for no reasonssss and blah .
how good if my dad were here in ipoh .
don't care !!!!!

i made myself through phone one .
edit one by one (:
need more than half an hour time .
because , and for sure , the only thing is , IM STUPID .
that's why . eh , can help it .
thanksss to my mom cause she gave me the wrong milk when i was still a baby .
wrong type of milk build a wrong type of brain .
here comes mine . stupid plus useless brain .
wahahahhahahahahahahahhaha (((((:
i want my baby .
i need lawzhentheng now .
i want everything (:
i'm so greedy .
i want to dieeee .
but i want to live .
i want new phone .
but i want new laptop .
i want to hang out .
but i feel like staying at homeee .
i'm a dumbasss who doesn't know what i want . urghhh .
baby , actually i want you so badly ! (:
can you come to me automatically ?
lalallalalal . baby , only you ((:

baby . i'm sorry ):

2010-04-18T07:29:00.006+08:00

the big L stands for lawzhentheng (:
baby . so sorry for today .
i made you sweet but i made you sad .
i'm sorry for everything baby .
please forgive me .
i want your forgiveness so much !
i loveee you as well as i miss you .
bieeee . you're important to me .
i want you so badly ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

2010-04-17T16:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WONG XIA HUEI (:
MAY YOUR WISH COME TRUE BABE !
I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS .
OLD ONE YEAR DY LUR SUIPO .
TAKE CAREEEE BUDDY .
DON'T EVER FORGET ME WOR SUIPO .
HEESSS .
PREETY ALWAYSS .
HOPE YOU'LL GET A HANDSOME YOUNG MAN TO SWEET WITH YOU .
LAWZHENTHENG WISHED YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO .
THAT'S ALL BABE .
LOVEEEE YOU ! (:

WONG XIAHUEI'S BIRTHDAY PARTY .
TOOK PICTURES WITH LILEE (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NG PHOOI SAN TOO .
MAY ALL YOUR PRECIOUS WISHES COME TRUE ONE DAY !

you sweeten me up (:

2010-04-17T16:04:00.004+08:00

BABY . I LOVE YOU .

17th April 2010

today went to SBC , leo function .
i'm not a leo member .
hahahahah .
lawzhentheng called me to go one .
baby , your fault !
btw , i love you .
sweetie you .
muakkssss (:
hugsss and kissesss !
i miss you err baby .....

ihateyou (:

2010-04-14T18:41:00.002+08:00

after school (:

after tuition (:

i am so bored and tiring nowadays .
i always wanted to love you .
i saw my long lost friend just now .
i can't even remember him until just now (:
mid-year exam is coming already .
busy nowadays ):

ihateyou (:

iu day in school .

2010-04-11T15:03:00.003+08:00

lawzhentheng !

you can't control your temper again ):
you scolded me !
yeah , i'm stupid . so why you want me back ?
herng . i hate when you tune up your voice ):
you you you .
blek .
)))))):

meiyee . you rocksss !
your moves . so fucking nice and sexy !
hahahahaha .

iu day today .
bored lar .
and very hot plus sweaty .
hahahahah .
bored like hell .

that's for today .
bye bye <3>

all me (:

2010-04-10T11:09:00.002+08:00

i'm not sure !

2010-04-10T10:38:00.003+08:00

he asked for forgiveness .
he sounded so sweet to me .
and i'd forgave him .
am i suppose to forgive you ?
i said one week time .
but now only one day .
what am i thinking ?
i think i felt in love with you too deep .
am i right ?
i don't know and i'm so not sure about it .
urghhh .
i know that after we be back together ,
there are arguements awaiting for us .
i wanted to forget about you .
but you find back me .
you gave me a sweet talk and i can't get myself out of you .
i don't know why .
i just knew that i love you .

you and me

2010-04-08T16:01:00.004+08:00

our relationship ends here !
3rd november - 8th april .
5 months and 5 days .

tired !!

2010-04-05T14:59:00.003+08:00

baby lawzhentheng
iloveyouimissyouineedyouiwantyou

i just came home from school .
feel so tired .
ohh yeah .
i slept during add maths period .
haaahah .
allah ! everytime add maths sure sleep one .
nothing much to say already .
baby , i'm waiting you to come home err .
i miss you !
sorry for last night . maybe i'm too sleepy ):

yiyerrrr .

2010-04-04T09:21:00.003+08:00

yiyer . i really dislike argueing with you .
i think we're lack of communication .
lols . i love you so much that i'm hard to let go of you .
i hope that you can really understand me .
because i dont hope that i will lost you one day .
you belong to me , now and ever .
i want you so badly .
you said i doesn't tolerate with you , but i really did .
aiks . i just dont want thousands of arguements .
even xiahuei fed up on me cause i always complained about this stuffs .
so from now onwards , i won't tell out my stuffs to anyone .
keep in my heart is better .
(:
i want to be happy with you all the time .
i want to hug you like what i did .
baby , we can't get back to our past . i'm sorry .
i doesn't have a time-traveller for you .
but can we just look to our future ?
maybe me and you can build a miracle to our ways .
you won't know what happens the next second when you're with me .
i will always appreciate you .
i will not always start a fight with you . that's my promise (:
i just want to be with you . only you !
baby . once again i love you .
don't be angry or sad anymore .
i don't hope that you would suffer because of me .
lawzhentheng , happy fifth month ! (:
i'm happy yesterday although there's a little bit misunderstanding between us !

our day (:

2010-04-04T08:52:00.010+08:00

seilou (:

2010-04-01T17:55:00.002+08:00

be with someone who knows what they have when they have you .
appreciate the one you love before it's gone forever .
hold on tight to something you really care cause' it might disappear .

lawzhentheng . appreciate me more . because you won't know what will happen on the next second when we're still together . i might lost you as well as you might lost me . i love you (:

now and before .

2010-03-29T18:12:00.003+08:00

some people won't appreciate things until it's gone .
tears are dropping everyday ):

sorry ):

2010-03-28T18:01:00.003+08:00

he's feeling down ):
i don't know how to help .
i can do nothing .
SORRY BABY .
hope that you'll feel better later .
iloveyou .

p/s : i need you so badly .

no miracle ! ):

2010-03-25T21:00:00.005+08:00

I slept for so long today . I don't know why .
I did my addmaths revision , finished my tuition works .
I just don't know how to do those composite functions . hard eh .
hahahahahah .
My school is having raptai sukan tomorrow .
Puiming , Wanlu , Jane , Wei are not going school .
Meiyee , Seow , Phooisan , Yiwen going stadium .
Xiahuei , Adeline not comfirm .
lols . left me ALONE !
Laugh my ass out man .
Fine fine . Nobody to accompany dy .
I am all alone tomorrow . House also alone . I'm so lonely .
I can feel all those loneliness without you around !
You and me , have already no hopes . Right ?
Although we texted but i felt that something don't feel right .
You ain't the one that's loving me all the while already .
Everything had changed !!!
I wouldn't want it to be that way .
But nothing can reverse . just nothing .
I want all of it to freeze on the time we sweet . but can't . It's impossible .
This is our fate . When it's time to stop then nothing can change it except us .
haihhhhhhhh . bubye to you already ...

one more day had just past (:

2010-03-24T17:48:00.003+08:00

I kept revising my addmaths exercise past few days .
I know I'm weak on it .
Took some exam papers already .
Here's the results :

Chemistry - 71%
Biology - 54%
English - 72%
Addmaths - 24%
Physics - 60%
Malay - ??
Moral - ??
Pj - ??
Modern Maths - ??
Sivik - ??

*still got what subjects huh ? forget already ...

I went omega today for physics .
I was so sleepy when i feel like i want to concentrate on teacher .
The speaker is just next to my left ear , damn it , pain like hell .
Ohh yeah . I saw your brother .
He ain't look like you but the thing that you two looks in common is the one and only , keeping long fingernails , just like what you did .
I took Hah Xian Kai's mechanical pencil because he keep calling me "3inch". LOLs.
Hey baby , Luckily we ended up great , you didn't choose to break up with me .
I know you well and I love you like what i really did last time .
Hope our realtionship and our hard heart won't fade away .

Last word : Baby .

pictures for today...

2010-03-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

nothing special

sudden attack ):

2010-03-23T20:49:00.003+08:00

March 23
8.16pm - My phone vibrates . I was happy . I saw a " babyku " on the screen . I opened the message that i received . My heart was like cracked already , pieces of it dropped . You said " I don't feel like texting " .
8.31pm - My phone vibrates . Then , the content stated " we better calm down for some while first " .
8.38pm - My phone vibrates again . This message really made my eyes open so widely . It stated " I'm not going to text you again " .

Actually today i don't really wanted to fight or argue with you . I just don't want to do stuffs that i dislike . Don't you understand me ? I don't like being forced by anyone . I know you won't care about what i felt . You're sorry . You said sorry to me . Okay , and i forgave you . I really don't get it . I thought sorry is meant for forgiveness and sorry is all about " I care ." Isn't it ? I knew you're not sorry . You are way irritated by me and complicated being with me all these long . Am I right ? So , just tell me what do you want from me . I just want your care if you still manage to give some to me . Love isn't all about a person . It's about both of the couple . Both sides baby . Either you or me . Seriously , I still want to care about you and love you all the time . How about You ? Hey , It needs a lot of caring and hardwork to build a secure relationship . I know you sure don't like listening to what i said . You don't like being scolded by anyone . I won't scold you anymore . Do anything you want ! I'm here to say that I'm sorry to what i did wrong all these while . Goodnight to you baby . I hope that this is not the last post about you as i want the whole blog is all about you . For now , I just wish that you could calm down and think about everything . Breaking up is not the best solution . Bye baby .

=END=
Last word : We had been together for 4Months and 3weeks .

i'm forced ! ):

2010-03-23T17:08:00.002+08:00

I'm forced to cry again ...
Please don't make me cry infront of you anymore .
I don't want to do things that i dislike .
Please baby .

MOODY today ...

loving each other (:

2010-03-21T11:07:00.001+08:00

I want you to be sweet everyday when I'm with you .
Babi ku . I want you .

=END=
Love you baby.

picturesssss :D

2010-03-20T16:54:00.003+08:00

meeeee (:

today's .

me , michelle , carmen .

me , michelle .

I want to take pictures with you . can I ?

membership chairperson ku (:

2010-03-20T16:44:00.003+08:00

I gave you a BIG suprise today .
Were you suprised when you saw me today ?

=END=
i love you .

):

2010-03-19T10:48:00.001+08:00

don't want arguements anymore baby .
i love you .

ME AND YOU (:

2010-03-18T18:19:00.003+08:00

CHENELAINE
♥
LAWZHENTHENG

MY CUTE SWEETIE HUSBAND (:
LOVEEEEE YOU .

♥

2010-03-18T17:46:00.003+08:00

baby . can i have all your love ? just for the only ME ? ♥
the only question that i want to ask .

baby - justin bieber

You know you love me
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'
Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, touch my heart for the first time

And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine

For you, I would have done whatever
And ya stick it with me when we're together
And I'm gonn' play it cool
While I'm losin you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
Baby fix me
Come see if you wake me from this bad dream*
I'm goin down, down, down

Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine

You can give me all of your love
Once a time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come
Now I'm all gone
You can give me all of your love
Once a time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come

I wa- I was like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gonee

lawzhentheng , you'll always be mine ♥
=END=
BY : CHENELAINE (:

baby of mine (:

2010-03-17T18:52:00.010+08:00

little love from you is enough for me .

It’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny that you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s really crazy when you want to let go, and you keep holding on, but when you want to move on, you’re stuck right where you started. And it’s weird how feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. It's stupid that when you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. It's tough when someone special starts to ignore you, but it's even tougher to pretend that you dont mind. It's special when i saw you laughing , joking and goofing around with me . It's very sweet for me that you hold me tight when i need you everytime . It's time for me to miss you when everytime i gave you a goodbye kiss on your cheek . It's happy to see you smile to me everyday .

i just want to be with you everyday . you are the one for me . the right one . although we argued everyday , i felt empty , but i love you . although we ain't sweet everyday , i still love you . 'cause this is who you really are . i hope that our relationship won't fade away . i want you to stay right beside of me . nothing can break us up if you and i believe in each other that we can make it for life . i trust you , i believe in you . lawzhentheng , i love you . 17thMarch2010 - nothing special about this day , but i feel happy when i saw you laughing to me , fooling around with me the whole day . me and you had been together for 4 months and 2 weeks .

=END=
BY CHENELAINE (:

im so moody ):

2010-03-17T10:10:00.004+08:00

i went genting on monday and tuesday .
i watched alice in the wonderland there .
the movie started at 1.30am .
i slept there .
wow ! i was so sleepy . LOLS .
once again , im sorry that i didn't accompany you much when im in genting .
it was so shinny plus cold there .
alamak . manyak teruk .
and i went choiyan's house for sleepover on sunday .
i cried there . omfg .
so memalukan .
i cried for your ONE MESSAGE . it was so lmao .
i just dont wanna mention it .
kay . i hope i can be with you as long as i can .
gonna be 5months soon dy .
im happy for that actually .
i dont like being abandoned by you and so do you . i know .
haih .
and yeah . i prayed for you in the temple .
i hope that it really come true on you .
i can't believe i will prayed for you .
you're totally important to me .
hell yeah baby (:

last word baby : i love you more than i can say .
im waiting for your dearly message . you didnt reply me ):

picturess

2010-03-11T21:17:00.001+08:00

loveeeee (:

no-tuition today .

2010-03-11T20:42:00.008+08:00

lawzhentheng .
sorry cause i slept for so long .
you are getting revenge from me .
i knew that .
you said you wanna sleep .
okay , i let you sleep .
no problem .
although if you're not waking up later , i'll not blame you .
im wrong first cause i slept for hell long .
i think im really tired just now .
urghhh !
im having relationship problem .
but nevermind baby (:
im still loving you the way you are !
i loveeeee you bieee ((:
once again , im sorry for what i had done wrong (:

i went school today .
she didnt attend school .
nobody knows why and what happened .
i heard some people said that she had been fuck by a boy last year .
eh people , exactly fucked .
lols .
i dont know whether its real or not .
but since its my blog . its about me .
i can write whatever i want . am i right ?

i get back my add maths paper today .
it only worth for 10marks over 50marks .
total marks = 20marks ...
lols . so teruk .
but im okay with what i get .
i wont cry like who others did .
im fineee with my marks .
hahahah .
i'll study harder for my weak points .
not losing to someone who are weaker than me .
boooooo for you all !

im going genting soon (;
i wanna go with you so much !
really much .
but too bad , i cant .
i wanted to be with who i love everytime ...
please dont ignore me (;
: genting with
;
puiming
choiyan
kaiwen
weikei
lilee
teresa
cherry
maybe we will have some fun there .
hope that i can really have one .
whoots .
will be going for 2days and 1night .

allah . school days are gonna end dy .
one week holidays .
where to go ?
teruk nya .
hahhahha .
maybe gonna hang out (:
i wanna meet you so much !
already few weeks never see you or touch you .
i miss you ...

in school , so great !
we talked about so many stuffs .
i think that you guys are awesome (:
im happy to have you guys ...
;
puiming
xiahuei
meiyee
wanlu
adeline
jane
joen
yiwen
phooi san
choiyan
ccy

you are the only one for me

l
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iloveeeyou.

what i've been doing .

2010-03-10T19:24:00.002+08:00

hey guys .
im fineeee .
let the bygones be bygones .
hahahah .
and baby .
i missed you today .
although we really argued much !
aiks .
hope that our relation wont end up like this .
it's really hard for me to let go you ):

and yeah .
today was totally funny .
we copied a lot in our exams .
hahahah .
especially addmaths .
lols . funny like hell man .
whoots .
having lots of fun during my exams .
heeeesss (:
im having tuition later .
i dont want .
it's so tired !
im so tired of tuitioning everytime .
urghhh !

kay lar .
got to go .
byebye .
anything ? text me (:

writing about people is even more brainless .

2010-03-08T16:59:00.004+08:00

i saw this in facebook .
LOLS .

non-stop !

2010-03-08T14:43:00.005+08:00

i want you so much !

having my exams tomorrow .
tuesday : ~~chemistry , sivik , moral .~~
wednesday : ~~biology , addmaths , pjk .~~
thursday : ~~physics .~~
wish me luck buddy (;

~~someone cried for sympathize .~~
today, there's a lot of stuffs happened in my school .
although it's not my problem , but i think somehow you all should know .
few girls, from my dearly school, caught smoking .
one of them denied abut everything . and the rest told the truth .
just because of her , everyone had to tell lies to the teacher in-charged .
and BLA BLA BLA .
quite a lot of stuffs i dont know cause im not there in scene .
so yeah . someone told me about this story .
and for godness sake . i cant believe that ~~SHE~~ smoke too !
LOLS . i tell you .
everything that you'd done , somehow i'll know .
i will tell your guardian SOMEDAY .
i think you should stop smoking .

and OMFG !
everyone absent today . about fifteen human .
lols . stupid ge lar !
;
xiahuei
puiming
wanlu
yiwen
phooisan
jane
weiwei
adeline
=> this few students , i miss you guys today . (:

lawzhentheng !
i miss you a lot today .
where had you been ?
i feel like want to stare at you for few hours and not looking away .
tell you something : i really love you !
hope i can sweet with you everyday .
you are having your exams this week .
i wish you goodluck for your exam , do well .
i know you can do it .
loveeeeee you !

p/s : i love who i be with now , i love being what i am now , and i know what i am doing now .
i think you should stop talking nonsence around and be who you are .
~~fcukofffohpuilayandthenpeimun !~~
~~nicolengyuetcheeyousucks !~~

wake me up when you actually miss me

2010-03-07T15:10:00.006+08:00

today is a very very hot day .
my hand , non stop sweating .
i changed your blogskin today .
wahhh , it took me for a whole afternoon to finished it .
hahahaha .
i am noob ! lols .
nothing to say .
so wish everyone good luck for the exams next week (:
especially you ((:

loveeeee you .

p/s : i think you need to know (:

2010-03-06T20:50:00.005+08:00

name : lawzhentheng .
age : 17 .
school : samtet , ipoh .
sex : male .
birthdate : 8thmay93 .
wife : chenelaine .
family members :
he had two little brothers .
one strict mie and strict dad .
one lovely grandpa and one lovely grandma .

describtion about him :
-love girls one , so for sure not gay .
-love chatting . but not a very talkative type .
-love hanging out . and most probably also in jusco or parade .
-loveee his friendss .
-loveee eating .
-study everything two weeks before exams everytime .
-loveee texting . so better find him to text .
-hateee boredoms .
-hateee explainations .
-sometimes perasan about himself .
-gonna face spm this year .
-loveee listening songs .
-shy shy type of guy .
-caring .
-cuteeee .
-crazy crazy type (;
-dont love expressing himself to others .
-hateee people mumble him .
-dont ever make him angry .
-wants people to care more about him .
-hateeee being abandoned .
-hateee short hair .
-dislike entering kbox .
-loveee eating apples .
-loveee pearl tea .

p/s : i think i know you ! (:
i still got lots to know about you .
hope i can know more about you in the future .
and yeah baby . i love you !

i had my blogskin changed !

2010-03-06T19:19:00.003+08:00

whoots .
this little blogskin really made by myself without asking for help .
but it was difficult to make .
hahahah .
whatever lar . im done with it .

there's a larian thon event in my school today .
it was a-so-tiring day .
i ran . jogged . plus walked .
then at last i reached my school .
didnt get anything but my hand was shivering .
i think it's bacause i was running like a mad human just to enter my school .
urghh !
tooo bad , nothing i get from that .
last year , i was no.20 among whole form4 students .
but this year bad results .
hahahahah .

back to my love story here .
i had a fight with him last night .
almost gonna (......)
then , luckily our relationship haven't end yet .
you would'nt know how much i love you now .
hope that you and me can still love each other for a long time .
p/s : i love you .

LOL .
back to my story in school .
school days were as busy as the bees .
homeworks everywhere .
tutions are my second home dy .
i cant go parade so often like what i did last year .
montly test is next week .
whoa . luckily it is only a few main subjects .
ahahah .
i only studied a little .
continue studying tomorrow .
heesss .
hate some girls from my school nowadays .
chat about them so often .
chinese gangs of us in my class who are
-wongxiahuei ; she she afraid of tickle ! not a talkative one . pro in add maths sometimes . cute girl . love JUNSU a lot . she said = junsu is her husband . LOL . sit beside me in class .
-wongmeiyee ; she she afraid of nothing . bestfriend of mine . funny her . pro in add maths , every subtitle of maths . haha . loveeee everything that have to do with KOREA SONGSSS . double LOL .
-tanpuiming ; she she afraid of nothing too . crazy young lady . pro in going tuitions . hohoho . loveee singing sometimes . and loveeee touching people's breast . and playing around and very talkative human . loveee you (:
-adeline chang ; which is a librarian . super talkative ! hyper talkative ! hohoho . but she loveee jesus (: she's a good young lady , wanna know her ? find me . whoots ! *just joking :D
-yongwanlu ; she more hyper . when there's a place empty beside me , my breast sure pain . cause she loveeee disturbing me . but i lovee her as a friend tooo . kawan ma ! (:
-yimyiwen ; she she funny lady . always get played by me . whoots ! but still love her as a friend . hahaahah . sit behind meee . so called as "setiausaha" in my class . LOL . gum and scissor supplier . loveeee JUNSU a lot too ! always fight JUNSU with xiahuei . hahahah . funny them .
-ngphooisan ; she are a silent reader . loveee reading and MICKY OPPA lotsss ! she don't really talk stuffs with us . sooo she's a quite non-talkative girl . hahahahaha .
-leechenchier ; she she also talkative one . always try to touch my every part , but somehow FAILED ! hahahah . talks about korea's stuffs too . but she's very polite and gentle and soft . hahahah . iloveyou (:
-lohweiwei ; she is a very korea girl . i forgot who she love but she loveeee them . hahaah . very very fair lady . and love laughing . cute you .

okay . i think i'd finished commenting about them .
so , i loveee everyone .
stupid me (;
allah . i need you so much .
why dont you just stay by me forever ?
hahahah .
i love you seriously .
babyku , i am missing you now .

our 4th month !

2010-03-03T17:40:00.002+08:00

it'd been four months with you baby .
really not easy eh .
seriously not easy .
hahaha .
but it's a great news that we manage to be together for four months .
hohoho .
baby . i love you .

HAPPY FOURTH MONTHS TO YOU , BABYKU !

baby . can i have you back ?

2010-02-27T13:38:00.002+08:00

baby . i know i left you alone all the time .
i know everytime i made you sad or something that hurts you .
but i really wanna to care more about you .
lawzhentheng .
you doesnt treat me like what you did before .
i wanna to have you back to me .
i want . i know that im very stubborn .
and i really dont wanna let you go .
bieee . come back to me .
i know that i really love you .
and i hope you do .
i dont wanna have a fake you .
i wanted you err .
you really dont want me already .
i know that you already dont want chenelaine .
i felt sooooo sorry to you .
once again . i love you .
actually , we aint sweet at all !
nothing between us .
you stop calling me as your baby already .
you stop telling me that you love me or even the word i miss you .
i couldnt feel that you love me anymore .
i want you back so hardly .
hope that you are mine again .

: im hoping that you can come back to me lawzhentheng .
you are the one that i want !
i love you so much baby .

the you isnt you .

2010-02-26T08:26:00.002+08:00

im happy to be with you .
you are so cute as i imagined .
you made me feel inlove with you so much .
i love you <3

(:

2010-02-24T19:07:00.001+08:00

im so lucky to have you ! (:

i want all of you ! (:

2010-02-22T19:08:00.003+08:00

you lor actually .
lawzhentheng . i want you !
you see .
i was sick today .
fever ): .
although it isnt a high or very high fever , but im really sooo in tired .
my whole body was hot . and im cold .
you und ? really difficult to explain
half was hot and half was cold .
okay . then i reach home .
lying down waiting for his messages .
but then i slept . until once my mum came back and woke me up .
i said i was feeling uncomfortable .
she touched my forehead . and heaven yeah .
im having fever .
so my dad took some medicine for me .
and i ate them .
done . slept for three hours (:
woke up from it and im all well !!
sorry baby , i abandon you .
i doesn't mean it actually . cause im really not feeling well .
i love getting sweet messages from you .
every each of them represents your love to me each day .
i don't mind listening to your arguements but after that i just wants you to feel happy with me .
everytime you get angry , i won't angry you .
i will listen to you . one word by one word .
after that , you're mine again !
i know that i love you very much now .
i don't care what you looks like anymore .
bie , still remember what i said to you ?
you looks like ehem ehem to me (:
lalalalala . i love you .
you're now having your sweet tuition .
and im waiting for you to text me .
im going tuition later at 8 ):
it's really so tiring in my form4 lifes .
no sweet moments here .
but . i get to know more about biology .
it is the most interesting subjects (:
at least im a biology students . hahaha :D
i always wonder when only i can be as smart as you .
it's really impossible for me to be that smart .
you are so so smart .
eh . i think it's the milk's problem .
when i was small . the milk that i drank wasn't same like yours .
i think ?
wahahah .
nevermind . (:
as long as you are with me .
then it's fine for me !

the conclusion is , i have a very unique boy beside supporting me (:

lalalalalalala (:

2010-02-21T16:36:00.002+08:00

im so gonna die tomorrow .
all homeworks not done yet .
only few ):
im so lazy to do .
eh . because of you lor lawzhentheng .
miss you till cant finish my homeworks .
suiyan ! (:
lalalalla .
sei lor kawan .
dim suen ? how ?
die die die ......
and the weather are so so so so hot !
damn hot eh .
then then .
im having sorethroat err .
yerr . i miss you now .
you can feel it ge hor suilou ?
heesss .
you now sure dota gen ge lar .
i hor . jau sien dou boom dy .
i want to text sei you .
annoy die you (:
woohoo .

bieeeeeeeeeeeee ((:

2010-02-21T16:21:00.001+08:00

i love you ! (: